Views:516 | By: Isaac Am learning, am learning to let go, to forgive and to forget.
No matter what happens in life I have to move on ,for how can I live a life of holding onto things that no longer matters. That is how I started realizing that I was a grown up when I completely stopped minding other people's business and I concentrated more on mine. But should I say I had grown up or grown up to be a careless person, empathy was not an option to me no matter what another person could be undergoing,
It was not extreme until I landed in a medical school, I learnt more and more and as a result I changed even more and became worse. I had no sympathy, I could not compromise with anyone for anything, maybe for my patients only.
Not that I was not human, neither that I had no feelings, it is only because I was so good to people to an extent of forgetting to what extent I should be good to them, moreover I had seen and experienced a lot including patients dying on the hospital bed and people losing the ones they love.
Out of a lot of betrays,hurts and pain I thought of becoming a DDA(daily drinking officer) but I remembered the words of my father who was a religious leader of a church I never minded to know, always in liturgical gowns, advising me to always turn away from drugs.
He could always quote verses from the holy bible to keep me on toes, maybe that's why I still have some humanity.
Maybe in future I might change to the best.
Time will tell...