Views:355 | By: Isaac I stood there perplexed and more muddled.

How could he dare even bring his whores in my house? How presumptuous had he became that he even never minded about my wellbeing both emotionally and psychologically?
What wrong, or what was that big sin had I committed to deserve such a severe punishment at my young age?
All these were the questions that were running through my head still standing at the door not moving in or out.

When I regained my "consciousness" that is away from the big question and now to reality, I went direct to my bedroom, changed into my bed gown and as usual when I felt so low I called my sister crying. To this point am sure I was disturbing her but I had no other option since she is the only person left to take care of me after the death of our parents 10 years ago.

"This is too much," I said when she received the call.

Emotions became too much such that I could not utter a word anymore. I continued crying over my sister's ears as she kept asking what was wrong.
After some seconds she hanged up.

After a span of about 20 minutes I heard the door open very slowly that I had the chance to wipe the tears on my cheeks and pretend everything was fine, but he knew me very well and he knew whenever I had something disturbing me.

I was mad at him that I was not willing to hold any conversation with him.

"What wrong darling that you couldn't even great our new househelp?" He asked. "Where have you been since you look so worn out and I can see you have been crying?" He added.

At this point I was making up my mind on how to make up my own story after he mentioned that the lady I had seen was the househelp I was expecting even though my mind was soo occupied that I could not remember such a thing.

"I miss my mum," I answered him.

That's when he held me in his hands, hugged and caressed me with love. I had really missed this.


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The following morning, my husband and I arranged some of our clothes for an outing and camping to try relieve my stress for about a week or so.